Saraswatichandra 18th March 2013 Written Episode
The Episode Starts with Saras praying in front of God idols and Kumud comes near him. He feels her presence and turns around angrily looks at her. She bows down her knees and holds her ears and says that you say anything or not, but your eyes did say everything and I want to hear only one time that you forgive me. You asked me something. Yes I said you yes after seeing your eyes. Because I saw the deep pain in it.
I didn’t knew the reason but it was pure. And I wanted to share that pain. But I throw you in that pain. Saras closes his eyes. Kumud teary eyed says I am feeling very sorry. look at me once. Saras looks at her angrily and touch her tears coming from her eyes and says you might have saw repent in my eyes for writing that letter.
Saraswatichandra music is playing in the background. Kumud says but I asked for forgivessness for my mistakes but didn’t asked for forgiveness. She says there is something which we are not able to cope up, and gives pain to each other. Saras tells that he will feel pained for giving her pain. The pain which is in his life, he have to live with that pain but he learned how to live with the pain and you too will learn to live. He leaves.
Scene shifts back to Dubai:
Ghuman tells Sunny that Saras didn’t call her. Sunny tells that he didn’t call him either. He returns today from LA. Ghuman asks him to call Saras now. He calls Saras and gives the call to Ghuman. She smiles.
Saras pick up the call and tells that he should not have come here. I dont know what happened to me. Whatever happened to my mother, after that I didnt want to come here. I want to live alone. Dont want to meet anyone. She send me to the same pond where my mother went and didn’t return to me. She makes me remember all that. She should not do that.
Then badi maa comes there and asks Saras to have milk.
Ghuman feels happy to listen to Saras. When sunny asks Ghuman what happened. She says phone was not connecting. do let me know if he calls you. Sunny oblige.
Ghuman says to herself that your one mistake Kumud, cover up all the attraction he had for you. you should have not played with his past. His past is his weakness. Now it is my turn.
Scene shifts back to Kumud’s home:
Saras tells Badi maa that he dont want to eat. Badi maa says you did like this in your childhood too and your mother used to sing a song and asked you to have food. She sings chakki rani chakki rani………
Saras comes near her and sits besides her. When badi maa forgets the song, Saras continues to Sing. Badi maa smiles. He says maa used to sing this song for me and I used to hide under the table but she continued to search for me. My mother used to feeds me from her own hands. After I went to Dubai, I used to remember all these things and I was unable to eat after that.
Badi maa says dont say like this. I am with you. She asked him to have food.
Saras tells Badi maa that he learned to live alone. He doesn’t need anybody’s support and asked her to leave. Badi maa leaves and he too leaves from there. Badi maa feels sad and says he didnt forgot me but fears to make the relation with me again.
Badi maa asks Kumud’s mother to make sesame laddoos in the breakfast. She says I dont want to go but whatever happened, after that I am seeing that Saras. He was unable to say anything but his eyes always asks one questions. Where is my mother, Why she left? After Saraswati left, He cried in my lap and slept while crying. Kumud’s mother says that you have looked after him after Saraswati left. You supported him. Kumud’s mother asks her, did he recognise you? Badi maa says everything is finished then why I went to him. Kumud’s mother says that you went because all the relation ties never ends. She asked her to go and give him breakfast. Kumud’s mother leaves.
Badi maa says you are right. I can saw the glimpse of Saraswati in him and not Ghuman’s. He didn’t forgot anything but he did hide it in his heart.
Kumud sees Saras and hide behind a pillar. When Saras sees her and about to go. She says unknowingly I give you pain. I am feeling sorry Please forgive me. If you want you punish me or scold me. He says I dont want to punish nor forgive. She says pls look at me. Saras asks why? you want me to dont look at you. I am selfish. I dont know the importance of the relation. He goes in his room and he got hurt in his hand. Kumud runs after seeing this. He stops her and closes the door. He sees the wound and remembers Kumud words.
Kumud comes in his room and sees him removing his shirt. She feels shy.
He looks at the wound in the mirror. He takes out the shirt from the almirah. Kumud turns around. Saras sees her and asked what you need? She replies you got hurt. Saras says because of you. dont see. Kumud says I only want to apply the medicines. Saras holds her hand and replies you dont even know how deep the wound is? so how will you apply the medicine. Go from here.
Kumud says speak with your mother or father, by living alone you cant get away with your anger. whoever understands you. He remembers her words, speak up your heart to someone else. The episode ends on his angry face.
Saras holds Kumud and says our relation is like a cut kite whose existence or non existence doesn’t matter.